We see only a small portion of the light in this universe. We only hear a small portion of the sound frequencies in this universe. Even what we call silence has sound, we cannot hear. Our darkest night, has light we do not see, sometimes by choice, sometimes by design. Our physical reality is very limited and down right deceptive at times.

The possibility of a superior being standing next to us and it be completely unknown to us, is not only possible, but logical from a scientific perspective, specifically. Quantum Physics and String Theory. God says, I Am the alpha and the omega, the beginning and the end, I Am everything. God resides in and around everything. If we feel the need to go somewhere, do some ritual, walk a certain way, speak a certain language, to find God, we are not paying attention. God is in you, beside you, all around you. God is the smallest subatomic particle, and the largest mass known or unknown. Everything in this life is made of God. Everything is a gift. If we need something in this life experience, we do not need to ask, we need only know it is ours. God will not without God from God. Be not deceived, God will not be mocked. There is as much God living in you, than the holiest being walking this earth. Serve not religion, but the one true God, creator and inhibitor of all things. Those we saw as physical beings, that we believe have died, are still here. Their spirit has no chains of reality strapped to them any longer. They are in the space we call silence, the place we call darkness. They are not in darkness or silence, but only to the chained to the ego, believe them there. God is the energy that animates all things, and they have merely been allowed to return to the energy source from which they came. They are once again reunited with the alpha and omega and see what you cannot see, hear what you cannot hear and realize what you will not allow yourself to realize. Look not to the heavens or the seas, for God and the kingdom are now, these things are among us. Only our doubt hide them away from view, from awareness. Nothing is outside the presence of God, for God is all things. God creates us and we create the evil that we feel separates us from God. The ego, the belief driven by physical perception, the deception of our elders all drive an ego driven wedge between what we are a part of and what we know we are a part of. What ever we know we are, we are. The power of I Am, lives in every cell of our bodies, or assemblies of energy, we call bodies. God knows the beginning and the end, because that is what God is. We merely need to reside only in the moment of this gift. Strike down the past and future from the now, presence of God. Only God, can be in the realm of the done and the portal of not yet. Leave that whichnis God’s to God and this experience will be that which it is intended to be, a gift. Open your eyes and ears of spirit, God is there, wherever there is.

Why Do You Pray

Why do you pray? Why do you ask? To pray is to ask God for something. God is all knowing and knows what you want. Are you praying for your will or God’s? Most will red this and respond, “ask and it is given”, but this statement in context is about faith. God is saying, believe and it is so. To ask or to pray for something twice is a demonstration of doubt, of fear. For, if we ask for something a second time, we are not in a place of believing it is done. The same energy that made all things, energizes, and animates our bodies, we therefore do not need to ask, but only believe. Do not worry about the words but focus on the feeling of received. We cannot ever get this wrong. If we are incapable of belief, God will put people in our lives to show us what the feelings of done, can do. Often, we see others and recent their success, but that is not why they are there. They are in your life to show you, that when you believe, all things are possible. Do not worry, if you do not get this on the first pass, God will put hundreds of people that have deployed faith correctly in your path, to show you. God is knocking on the door right now, do not hide, do not resent, do not judge. God is love. When you see others in our life experience, that have things that we want, this is not a time for judgement, it is a time of love and gratefulness. When we judge the believed methods for another’s success, we judge God. God lives in everyone, not just you. We do not need to pray for the things that others have, we need to open the door and hear how it was achieved. I am not talking about material things; I am talking about the feeling. What does this thing you desire feel like in your soul when you have it? Once you know, feel that feeling as if it is done and it will be done. The correct translation is “for all that believe in I AM” it is given, not me. I AM whole, I AM abundant, I AM love, these are the words of the creator.

The word of God, lives in you. You cannot get life wrong. Jesus told us of the time it is finished, and we are not there yet, if you are reading this. Life is God’s gift to all things, and it is never done for God, and therefore, it is never done for the Holy Spirit that occupies your soul, that animates your spirit. Stop asking and start believing, stop praying and start feeling it done.

In your way

The only obstacle between you and whom you want to be, between you and what you want to do, between you and where you want to be, is fear. Our whole lives we are taught limits. When we tell a child what they can do, they also learn what cannot be done. There is a universal law of contrast, that cannot be avoided. Jesus taught us that the healing was ours when we knew the sickness was an illusion. The least among you can do these things that I have done and more. You have enormous power. Just as you would not hold back your power from a loved child, God holds nothing from you. Our fall from grace is the illusion. There is an energy that animates your body. When you say I am, whom are you talking about? The physical body or the spirit that animates that body? The heart beats in a child, weeks before the first brain cell is formed. The brain is not the source of consciousness. When a human sleeps, the energy signature of their body radiates outside their body several feet. When our conscience mind sleeps, we are one with the creator. The energy that animates our being. God never sleeps, and the energy that gives your body this thing we call life does not sleep. For when we think it sleeps, it has left the body behind. We call this death. This experience, we call life is not to be feared, this thing that energizes our being, is not to be feared. Life, is to be lived, to be experienced. Jesus told us time and time again that the kingdom is this moment, it is where the power of God Live’s in you. The past is for the dead, the future, is for the unborn, but the now, is ours. Do not waste it, do not limit it. God is love, and therefore cannot creat hate, or evil. God gave us this power, and we created the devil. Many churches have tried to confuse followers, to convince them they must serve the church to be loved and excepted by the creator of all things, the one true God. God made you, God lives in you, and you do not need to serve to be loved. Hell is a personal choice that you have. You can live in hell, or in a state of heaven, and that choice now. God cannot leave your body, God animates your body. For there to be a post death he’ll means that God would be there, for you cannot go with God. When we realize that God made us and animates us, how can we hate, how can we fear, how can we create Satan, how can we creat hell? We cannot. The awakening is knowing that the person outside the church door is loved by the creator as much as those inside. God is love and God lives in you. What stands between you and what you want to be…? You.

From Whence I Came

What if reality is the illusion? What if the story of Jesus, was to tell us this was not real, and that only the spirit of God is real. The energy that animates and holds all cells together is the only real thing? What if the writers of the story were limited in their understanding? Jesus tried to tell us, that he was “I Am” that he was of his father. What if religion and other things that has people worshipping something physical is a poor translation. Make no other gods, no graven images, screams, you are spirit, not physical and therefor God is not physical. If you close your eyes and say “I Am”, you are. Never say I am this or that unless you wish to be this or that, for you have the power of the creator in the words “I Am”. I am happy leads to happiness, I am sad leads to more sadness. You are I AM. Jesus told us this. You are I am. The writers at the time could not see beyond their perception of the world. Jesus told them, I am not.of this world, meaning nobody is OF this world. We are of I am.

If you are struggling in life, the gift God gave you, go find a quite spot and say to yourself I am, over and over until the truth of I am gives you peace. If you need the holy spirit to well up in you, I Am. If you need the power that created all things I Am. Jesus was crucified for I AM, but what the people of the time did not truly understand is I Am cannot be slain, for it was never born. We made the Pope and Satan. We are I Am. When you think about it, people like the Pope do not want you to know you are I Am. For when you know I Am, he has no power over you, he no longer has say in your gift. You are I Am. do not believe me ask God. You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. End the end however, everyone’s path to God, to truth, the lifting of the veil will be unique, will have its season. You will be ready when you are ready. Many do not ever know from whence they came, or why they were here, and most that read these words will not see truth in this life, and that is okay. Life is not about that anyway. Discovery, yes but, discovery is different for all, because we are merely peices of the infinite, therefore, unique. All that is important is that we seek the kingdom of God and that is now. The kingdom is habitat. The habitat for God is us, the trees, the birds, the oceans, the earth, and all the energy that makes these things and more. It is impossible to know God, but you can know of God, for God is infinite and the infinite cannot be defined, cannot be known, merely experienced. Our gift is to experience a peice of God, life. We cannot be omnipresent in this experience,.for this is the beginning and the end, not the now. Jesus asked what do you know of the beginning? For what was the beginning, is also the end, we return, form which we came, the omnipresence that animates all things… God

We have built great walls to knowledge, walls from truth. There will be readers of this, that merely dismiss it, as blasphemy or the mumbling of a mystic. This is the wall. They do not seek truth, they seek validation for what they have been taught and what they teach. Some spend their entire experience, trying to understand the wall between God and us… the only wall is the one that person creates, the wall is the fantasy. When we remove the perception of the writer, the Bible is written, so that a child could understand, but an adult will struggle. The wall, is low for a child, their imagination is their gift, the adult rationalizes serving and signing about Jesus, the man, versus what occupied the man, and occupies you. Jesus said I speak of where I come when I say I was not born of man. He was speaking of the spirit that animates your body. The holy ghost and christ are the same, God is omnipresent, the writers, did not know how to write many things Jesus taught. Jesus spoke three words to Thomas, “you are God” as I Am God. This is why Thomas could not say the three words. The walls or perceptions of the time were too well established, they were too tall. They would have killed Thomas as they killed the body of Jesus. But once you know that the human body like everything, is intelligent energy and physical things are an illusion, you will know why the resurrection was possible, for the energy that animates you, can reanimated you once you know of it as the true I Am.

Jesus truly knew I Am. I, like many that will read these words will not see them as true, until the time is right. I am not here to lead you to light, I am merely saying you are light, and someday, you will know this as I know this. You do not have to believe in gravity for its effects to be felt, I Am, does not need to be known, for I Am. You are, I Am, not the whole, but part, as Jesus was, you are. If you are able to understand the power that resides in I Am, life will change, nothing will seem the same. Just like Neo, in the Matrix, your veil will be lifted and small talk will bore you, entertainment will no longer entertain, but the joy that will flood your heart cannot and will not be contained. The truth is all around us, the heart beats before the brain exist, your soul is as valuable as any. God does not see a Pope, God sees our soul, our individual energy, and we return not unto a preacher, leader or holy man, we return the knowlege of spirit… the knowledge of I Am.


In the moment of trial, when our feelings want to pass to the depths, we need to see through the darkness. We are masters of our own reality. If we allow a moment to drive the feeling for the next moment, and the feeling is not desired, we will gain momentum toward that which we do not desire. In the moment of pain, we have to feel no pain, to feel, to know the healing is done, in order to stop the negative momentum before it catches much steam. To know, is attraction, is belief. We look at our bank account and see it is overdrawn, and we say I knew that was going to happen, because of this or that. We secretly love to predict our futures. But we seem to only predict things that have been part of our past. The greatest amount us, see no version of the past, in the future. The future, is what we make it. Why do we make it look like yesterday so often? Because yesterday was survived, it’s a known. Know the further without basing it on the past. The past is our prison. The moment we no longer live there, dragging it into the now, we become true creators of the kingdom of heaven. Jesus said the kingdom is now in a response to where or when the kingdom would be known. It is not in yesterday and it is not in tomorrow, it is now. Our choice between heaven or hell is momentary, and can only be made in the current moment. In our darkest hour, see nothing but light. Be blinded by it, like Paul. There is no darkness of yesterday, that today’s light cannot cut through. Jesus said do not look up, do not look to the sea, look for it now, where you are, be what you want to be. Feel it, know it, and it will be. Take up thy bed and walk… you don’t need me to say that, you don’t need to pray or meditate on it, just do it, in your mind, and the body will follow. Jesus showed us, that the spirit in us cannot die, for it was never born. It serves the creator, and cannot be contained or limited, but by only your thoughts. This is the life of the fallen… disbelief, the feeling of separation, the propensity to recreate the past, because we are afraid of not knowing the future. We created Satan to validate our fears, we created many different faiths to terrorize us into a life that waste the gift. We are not servants to a pope or king. We are the children of a king. We do not need a beggars prayer to be healed. Take up thy bed and walk, the light breaks the darkness, the future is ours to make. We are not sheep, we are above all things, but the creator. Act like it.

Look For It

We always find what we are looking for. Look for hate, and you will find hate. Look to disprove intelligent design and you will not see the proof of intelligent design. The chances of the big bang theory being an actual event, has more leading zeros that one could see in a lifetime. Intelligent design theory has one more zero and it is not acceptable. The bulk of science has looked for and accepted the big bang without any real reason, other than to remove intelligent design from our schools. You have a better chance of being struck by lighting every day, for the rest of your life, and surviving thousands of strikes, than big bang being close to acceptable theology, by any scale. Science will go on for hours on why they feel this is the most plausible beginning, but all of the made up words, mean, we have no idea, but we want you to think we do. Significant findings have been made that support a renewed conversation regarding intelligent design, but all major scientific journals block these findings from being published. There was a finding, some 25 years ago mow that derailed any possibly that man evolved from a primate without intervention. There is a story in our DNA, that tells us there was a break, and it could not have been overcome without intervention, and they have found this occurred in many creatures that would have needed to evolve. There are DNA markers that appear to be tranlatable into language, There are DNA end points in the middle of the human DNA, there are things, that cannot be ignored, but simply are being ignored, because it cannot be explained. Ignoring something because it does not make sense, is the crust of our scientific definition of our beginning. It is a time of awakening, a time to know that the energy that created all things animates our body. Science avoids the conversation of consciousness like the plauge, because they know that we know, that they don’t know. They would like to ignore it, or deflect with meaningless jargon, to the point of insanity. We need to live and learn beyond the framework of our current knowledge and perception. Churches get so turned around by the teachings of Jesus, it is hard to tell if they serve the Christ the spirit, or Jesus the man. The Bible should be clear, that Christ is the spirit of Gid that resided in Jesus the man and resides in you. The story of Jesus should tell the reader that the Christ, spirit of God cannot die, consciousness, as we call it. The story of Jesus is that story, of spirit, but for some reason, we make it a physical story. The writing should be easy to read, but the perceptions of the writers and translators could not allow. Jesus told  Thomas “I AM GOD” as you are, this why Thomas could not tell the others of what he said. Perception would not allow it, for in that time, they would have crucified him as they did Jesus.

The fall from grace is the knowledge of good and evil. The conscious awareness of physical over spirit, the spirit that animates our souls. We stopped knowing we are connected to God, the source of all, the alpha and the omega, the beginning and the end. The road back is to overcome the physical blocks put in front of us by those that came before us. To write a new tomorrow, we must understand today. You do not have to die to see the kingdom, Jesus spoke of, for it is now, God is now, the Christ, Holy Spirit animates your soul, your being and it cannot die, for it has never been born. That which has been born will pass away, but that which lives in us, is not born, we simply return to the source, God, from which we are of. Our separation from God is an illusion created by us. God is infinity, and infinity has no beginning and no end, and cannot know itself. However if infinity creates small pieces of itself, it can know of itself to a degree. Take time to pray and meditate, to connect with that which you are and your life will fill full. Take nothing from yesterday, and enjoy this very precious moment created just for you, right now. The past is for the departed, the future is for the unborn, but now, is just for us. Look for what you want to find.

Breaking Out of Prison

Our past is our prison. The sea of forgetfulness is a blessing, throw your sins in there and move on. Ask a great inventor about the day they created their greatest invention, and they might say, well I believe I took a nap and woke to it in my head. They do not remember because to see things that are not there for most requires a forgetful mind. To remember what was, limits what can be. Forget yesterday, if you wish not repeat it. Tomorrow’s greatest advancement lies in not limiting our minds with the burdens of today. To get something you want, one should forget they do not have it. Forgetting the past, is the key to a future full of new and exciting things. Nothing that remains the same shines for long, as life is ever changing. We are not the same person we were when we awoke this morning and we will not be the same tomorrow. Stop fearing change and become the primer for it, long for it, embrace it, and the free spirit that animates your soul will sing a heavenly song in your heart.

Be Only Powerful You

We are not only in control of our own thoughts, we are responsible for our own thoughts. We cannot, nor should we, try to control another’s thoughts. If you are in a relationship, it is important that you remember, the other being is not responsible for your happiness and that neither people or things can bring true lasting happiness. One has to decide to be happy, and no person, thing or place can force that. Dream, the dream of you, not of others. Respect their dreams, but do not hold yourself to the dreams of another. You may play a role in the dream of another, but you cannot play the lead. When you close your eyes, you see you, not when you look at another. God gave you this gift for you. Service is great, but, remember it is simply a momentary role, that is not the lead role. You can walk in the shoes of another for only a moment, but remember, if you put those shoes on, there you are also. You cannot help an addict, by being an addict. You cannot lift, when you weaken yourself. The past and or future is like a museum, you can visit it, but you cannot live there. The power of the creator resides with you in this moment. You sacrifice and or waste this power by thinking of a time not now. Worry cannot survive now. Fear cannot survive now. Stay in an area of strength for those you love. Stay present, stay strong, and the love that created this life experience, that animates your body and soul works for you, works in you and works through you.

We Are What We Are

You are not who you think you are. You are who you are. God did not create who you think you are, but what you are. Just as you do not get or know what you think, but what you believe, what you know. If you know you do not have it, you are right. If you know you do have it, your right. The tree was called the knowledge of good and evil. Know nothing of evil and it will not know you. Know nothing of darkness and you will live in light. Contrast is an amazing tool in this life. If we did not see and experience things that we do not want, we would have trouble defining what we do want, and like it or not, we like contrast. There is a movie called Pleasantville, and it tells the story of contrast. Some will view it and see sin or perfection, but sin is merely error in judgment in the majority of cases, because we lack contrast. Raised in a broken home, with a parent that abuses the other, makes the children likely to repeat, not because of genetics, that has been scientifically disproven dozens of times, but environment. We know what we know and we do what we know. If you want to be different tomorrow, think something different today, see something different today, know something different today. We are what we are. We are what we know.

Who are you?

Who are you? If you are a parent, what power would you withhold from your child? What would you want them to have in this life? Would you require them to ask more than once for something you know they need and you have the power to provide? Would you make them a beggar? What would you tell them to fear, if you controlled all? What creation would you ask them to hate, if you created all? Is your love a path straight and narrow? Is your love conditional for your children? Would you send your child to hell? If you were love, would you send your child to hell? If you were love, and you made all things, where is heaven? If you are love and you created all things how would your child know you? Do you live in your children? If you created all things, would you not be all things, and if you were all things would you not be omnipresence in all things? When you send your child to school, do you stop loving them, do you have no thoughts of them, and when they call, would you answer? If you created the heart would you not know its purpose? If you created the mind, would you not know its role. If knew how to make your children the most powerful being in existence, would you not? If you are with your children every step, do they need to ask for something they need or do you know? What if your child refuses to open the gift that contains what they need, do you stop trying to give, do you turn your back? If you were the root of all and all is love, would you create a hell, or would you allow your children to create a place of contrast, so that they might know the difference between love and fear? If the right or wrong way existed, would you tell your children there is not, by saying, I am the way, the truth, the life? If you were I Am, would you not know or allow your children to be, to experience, you, your infinite abundance and power? As a parent you might allow your children to experience contrast, to make choices, and even experience pain, when you know it’s temporary and there is no death of you, the spirit that lives in them, that pervades all things, that knows not death. How, can your child’s spirit know death, if his or her spirit has always been? Would you not send an example to demonstrate this to your children when they appear to be lost? You tell them, that the Christ spirit that resides in them is the I Am, it is the path to you, but your children miss the breathe of the message, would you not still love them, would you not still know, their spirit will return to you when this gift of life has served its purpose of expansion and experience? Who are your children, who are you?